so if it's here, where is it?

yes. here is the payoff. cd 4 of the michel thomas advanced french CD, by which time i can use 19 tenses in another language. 19!that's more than i thought existed in english. it's terrifying really. because of this course i am in the unique state of inverted communication skill, where i can actually say more than i can hear. i'll have to practise listening to people in order that my ears can catch up with my mouth. which, yes, okay, will require my not being alone all the time. i'll just have to move to france. quelle domage. or is it dommage?